Wow, how quickly two whole months go by!
After four months, I decided to take a break from virtual training to go my own way. Fitness has become a top priority in my life ever since I set a goal of living a healthier, more active lifestyle. However, I need to re-evaluate my goals. I have been neglecting myself in a way I can't really explain. I'll just say that my soul is sad. I have not made time for hobbies that used to make me feel happy and productive, like I was tapping into who I was created to be. Yeah, really.
My sewing machine is no longer in commission. While I'm saving for a brand new one, I turned my attention to my second-favorite hobby--painting. I devised a plan to spend Friday nights with my paints, a glass of moscato, and some great tunes while I transfer my deepest dreams to canvas. I set out to start this ritual last Friday night. And then my son got sick. And then he was up late with a tummy ache. And I was up with him, trying to coax him to sleep. And then I didn't really feel like painting anymore, or doing much of anything for that matter.
This happens all the time. I come up with a plan and I get stoked. And then stuff happens and my plans get derailed and I don't know how to feel the way I did before-- like conquering the world.
If you come across a remedy for this, fling it my way. Please? Thanks.